loose control

We don't try to show a hot spirit.
Is it from appearance ?
Is it from sheepish ?
or, don't we say because we understand ?
We are frequently late for a meeting place.
We aren't punctual.
Is it from trust ?
We might be mutually relieved.

May I trust you ?
I wanna do so.
I wanna be by the fellow.
We lose control.
Let's help each other mutually then.

The despair, the anger ...
Is there room of a mind there ?